I feel weird. Not right. Like, a whole bunch of glowing warms having a rave disco party in my intestines. It kind of reminds me of the feeling you get when you get those butterflies in your stomach because you’re nervous or something. But, I’m not nervous, and I feel like I shouldn’t be feeling this way at all. I feel like I have no idea how to feel at the moment. I feel like I’ve changed and I don’t know if it’s a good thing or bad thing.
it’d be best if you could contact me through my email lisakpham@gmail(.)com and I will answer any of your questions. as to that is top secret information. Sorry!
I haven’t been on this tumblr for a while, I’ve been mainly on my weight loss one, but if you guys would like please check it out! :D
nope not anymore sorry
Lost 2 lbs since I went on attack. I have some leftover soondubu which was pretty spicy but very nummy. Had lot’s of hard boiled egg whites yesterday. I’m at my lowest today and I want to get to the 140’s by the end of this week or next week.
awww! thanks! But it wasn’t easy! and I’m still on the path and have ten more or so to go to get to my first goal weight!
My goals for 2013
My estimated graduation date is October 13 of this year. I will meet all these goals by then.
Yeah, I gained a lot of the weight I lost before boot camp back but I’ve finally lost it all again and It has been a hard journey. I’m only 10 lbs away from my max weight but you know what really sucks? My height is what’s killing me. Because I’m so short my max weight is a lot lower if I was only an inch taller or so. Not only that, every time I lose weight my neck grows smaller and for those out there who get taped, you understand what I’m talking about. When I got to my first command, I gained almost all the weight back instantly. Why? because I put my guard down, I thought, “hey, I’ve made it this far, I’ve lost so much weight already what’s a slice of pizza or two gonna do?” then day by day it started adding up and I kept putting the weight gain problem off because I was scared. For some odd reason I realized that if my weight is something that is stopping me from my future like before when I had to lose weight to get into the Navy and now, where it could ruin my future plans of becoming a Chinese linguist then I go into hyper drive and work my ass off to get to my goal. The huge problem now is, to keep the weight off. To not be like before and put my guard down. So a problem like this will not happen ever again. I want to be healthy and happy. I don’t want to be a problem anymore.
Anyways, I’ve been tracking my weight and logging in my food everyday since the beginning. My diet blog is HERE and if you’re like me and just need a push, go ahead.
you don’t need to starve yourself to lose weight. Or eat pills as dinner or whatever.