I am going in as a CTI. My question is, did you get to choose your language? How is the DLIFLC experience? Do you have any advice? I am thinking on going for Korean or Chinese, most likely Korean (and then Chinese the second time around) Thanks!

Sorry guys,

I haven’t been on this tumblr for a while, I’ve been mainly on my weight loss one, but if you guys would like please check it out! :D

HERE

God damn, you really can’t be nice to other guys during this day and age without everyone thinking you have a fucking crush on them.

Oh, are you still selling the polaroids?

Cruise Phase Day 67:

Starting Weight:184.8

Current Weight:152.6

Weight Lost:32.2

Lost 2 lbs since I went on attack. I have some leftover soondubu which was pretty spicy but very nummy. Had lot’s of hard boiled egg whites yesterday. I’m at my lowest today and I want to get to the 140’s by the end of this week or next week.

I'm so proud of you for losing more than 30 pounds! You're really an inspiration!!

Not Resolutions, Goals.

My goals for 2013

1. Weigh 130 or below (ultimate 120 or below)
2. Make it to my relationship’s 1 year mark and then some
3. Go to China immersion trip
4. Pass Chinese/DLPT with 2+ in all categories or higher
5. Own a car 
6. Graduate with a 3.5 or higher
7. Still be with my boyfriend by this time
8. Go to my next command (Hawaii)

My estimated graduation date is October 13 of this year. I will meet all these goals by then. 

I thought this would be a good time to go public.

Yeah, I gained a lot of the weight I lost before boot camp back but I’ve finally lost it all again and It has been a hard journey. I’m only 10 lbs away from my max weight but you know what really sucks? My height is what’s killing me. Because I’m so short my max weight is a lot lower if I was only an inch taller or so. Not only that, every time I lose weight my neck grows smaller and for those out there who get taped, you understand what I’m talking about. When I got to my first command, I gained almost all the weight back instantly. Why? because I put my guard down, I thought, “hey, I’ve made it this far, I’ve lost so much weight already what’s a slice of pizza or two gonna do?” then day by day it started adding up and I kept putting the weight gain problem off because I was scared. For some odd reason I realized that if my weight is something that is stopping me from my future like before when I had to lose weight to get into the Navy and now, where it could ruin my future plans of becoming a Chinese linguist then I go into hyper drive and work my ass off to get to my goal. The huge problem now is, to keep the weight off. To not be like before and put my guard down.  So a problem like this will not happen ever again. I want to be healthy and happy. I don’t want to be a problem anymore. 

Anyways, I’ve been tracking my weight and logging in my food everyday since the beginning. My diet blog is HERE and if you’re like me and just need a push, go ahead.

People are crazy.

you don’t need to starve yourself to lose weight. Or eat pills as dinner or whatever. 

I’m in love with my boyfriend and I hope he sees this.

THIS BITCH

I CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE. SHE IS SO FUCKING…EOSHFSRK.

I have a small class of 6 and I sit across form a Navy chick who is the most disgusting creature I have ever seen. She chews like a monster and is overall a bitchy twat. Snapping at people and taunting me with her delicious food while on this bloody diet! the part about eating I don’t care but bragging about her weight and eating so unhealthy really annoys the shit out of me! I just want to punch her square in the jaw! Today she had the fucking AUDACITY to complain about how she has no time to study for the vocab test this morning because she was too busy getting ready for a uniform inspection and of course, like always, I had to put her in her place. I said “I did too” and she gave me the ugliest look ever. Do you see me complaining about having no fucking time? GOD THIS FUCKING BITCH IS ABOUT TO GET KICKED.